You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane
You lock the door and throw away the key
There's someone in my head, but it's not me.

I was drunk.. sleeping with a boy i shouldn't... i could have lost you and i'm sorry i wasn't there. I should have been. On the end of the phone. Telling you i'll love you forever. Telling you, if only i could, i'd take away all your pain...

I love you so much...