I am so up and down.

I do things i know i shouldn't.

And there's a part of me thats screaming inside.. screaming for me to stop. That i'm just hurting myself and other people.
I'm letting men treat me like shit.. Daddy issues... pffft. That ain't even the half of it.
I don't know who i am. I don't even know if there's a me anymore.. or whether i'm just a product of the people around me.