Tuesday, 19 January 2010

I can't do this

I can't do this anymore. I know i need to help my mum out. I know she doesn't have alot of money. WE don't have alot of money. Never have.
But i can't do it.. i can barely leave my house let alone search maddenling for a crappy job. I just need to escape. I need help. And i have noone. I know my mum loves me but i just can't handle her getting at me. Life just isn't good. Life is unfair. I feel numb.

I would like to die.. It would set us both free...

1 comment:

  1. Don't give up! Sometimes we just have to hit absolutely rock bottom before we can come up. Whenever I feel like this, I remember one of my favourite lines from a book/movie: "It is only after we have lost everything that we are free to do anything." (from Fight Club, btw...)
    Hang in there. *hug*